Wednesday, October 22, 2008


So this is what happened today:

Orchestra was great! We got so much done! And we sounded really great!

I wasn't able to talk to my friend before orchestra, so I just asked him during world geography. He, of course, said no. And I felt really bad telling my friend, and still do, but what was I suppose to say? Uh, he said yes? That would be so horrible of me to do to both of them. So I told her the truth. What really pissed me off, was she made me go through all of that, and she sad: "Whatever. I'm already over him." Ugh.

We played Deal or no Deal in world geography today to prepare for the exams tomorrow. My best guy friend is in my class, and so is one of my best girl friends. It was boys against girls (and of course the girls won!) and I sat in front of my friend. She randomly told me "You know, you and [not saying guy's name for obvious reasons] would make such a cute couple." This surprised me, and made the girl who originally liked him get pissed off at me. Haha.

Then, my friend told me that if I didn't ask him out, she would for me. I'm definitely not, so i guess she will have to. I'll have to be in denial this whole week.

It's not that I don't want to ask him out. Because I so would if he wasn't my friend. I just think it would be awkward, as I had said in my last post. But I think he sorta kinda likes me too. Ugh, it's so confusing. It's like when you get the feeling when you know someone totally despises you. Well, I get the extreme opposite off that from him.

So I really don't know what I'm going to do. I'll just let what's meant to happen, happen.

Oh yeah, I have exams tomorrow and on Friday. Tomorrow I have orchestra and world geography, and on Friday I have English and French. I feel really confident about them. I really don't think I'm going to fail. (Now watch me get the lowest grade in the class =P)

And I think the fitness gram went really well, too. Except my friend and I walked the mile and were the last ones out there. Oh well, that's fine with me. I really don't care.



3 comment(s):

Karl [with a K] said...

indeed, peace is good. and i believe there would be much more of it if women ruled the world.

dont ask.

and i believe u shuld totally ask that guy out. yous do sound fit for eachother, espicially if you sorta like him.

but you shouldnt listen to me. for all you know, im this guy to talks to you through the internet.



Karl [with a K] said...

oh, and id say the best constructed and most complex is kid a. it is musical brilliance. its not rock though. its an avant-progressive rock/dancey/crazy album. scares the shit out of me. the songs optimistic and idioteque is from that album.

but all the best album (song-wise) would be ok computer.
but i think youd like the bends the best.

there you go.


Beaut!fully Br()ken said...

Hi..aww....i feel so bad for your friend!
N ya...i'm so sorry i gotta rush. i'll try 2 write a bigger comment soon. ok?!