Saturday, November 22, 2008

What exactly is it...

"I don't want to be your friend, I just want to be your lover, no matter how it ends, no matter how it starts..." ~Radiohead

I love that. It's so true about me right now. And to y'all that don't know what I'm talking about, read the last few posts. <3

So how do you know when you really love someone? Is it just that feeling you get when you see them, when you have a million butterflies in your stomach, or how special you may think that person is? Or is it the way they talk to you? When they look into your eyes when they're suppose to be talking to someone else? When they stare at you from across the room, and you know that they're looking right at you?

You think that they like you. But your just too afraid to actually tell them the truth.

It's a really horrible feeling, not knowing whether they like you or not. You want to know, but your just too afraid to actually find out. You don't want to loose that friendship with them, but you still want to be "more than friends".

Which is kind of how that quote is. You just want to be "lovers". You don't want to only be their friend. You want to be something more special in the relationship.

Which explains how I feel right now.



4 comment(s):

Taylor-Tot said...

awwwww!!! vikki!!!! i'm sry!!!! that is retarded!!!! i'm sry hun!!!!

Taylor-Tot said...

and yes, the color post will be fun

Taylor-Tot said...

2 is unlucky, must have 3

krl said...

cant say i havent tried to get you to ask him out

lovers lol

there is infact a couple of ways to find out if you 'love' them or not. if you can say 'travis' without your pinky twitching then you dont like him. or if your palms become sweaty when you are near them or if you feel like giving up on life because you like them so much but they dont like you.

well, that last one doesnt really apply to your situation, but mine.