Tuesday, November 25, 2008

Your Heart is an Empty Room

"And all you see is where else you could be when you're at home, and out on the street are so many possibilities to not be alone..." ~Death Cab For Cutie

Every time I live somewhere, I lose a friend, whether they just snap (long story), or I move, but this time, it's different.

I'd rather not explain it; at this point I don't even want to think about it. I miss her so much already, and just a few hours ago she told me she was leaving. At least I think so (I couldn't fully understand the voicemail she left me, but most of it I could). She's not moving, she's still going to live here, but it's going to feel like forever till I see her again. It will feel as if she really did move.

Huh, I thought blogging about it might help a little. It didn't help much.

I don't think I'm going to post at all this week, even though I have the whole week off, so if I don't, Happy Turkey Day to everyone! :)

Oh, and this was my horoscope for today:

Cancer (6/22-7/22)
The feelings you have been trying to hide refuse to be hidden, so open up already!

I thought it was ironic. It was a half day today, so of course he wasn't in school.



9 comment(s):

Ali said...

sorry about your friend.

krl said...

sorry, wasnt on. school.

big, bad news;

yassy broke up with her boyfriend. she hasnt ate or slept in three days. she has gone nuts.

and, with empathy, she has actually made me cry.

im not in a good mood :,(


Beaut!fully Br()ken said...

Aww....sad to know about you and your friend. I know how you may be feeling. My dad has got lots of transfers and so even I had to move and ya, i miss my friends so much !
Happy Turkey Day TO You Too ! :) Take Care!

Mella said...

Poor you. =[

What is thanksgiving?

Mella said...

Good old wiki. What would we do without it ay?

The photo on this post is gorgeous though...depressing.


krl said...

nah he broke up with her. by email too. his excuse; she was too young. but she is paranoid because she knows it must have been more than that.

shes right. she hadnt done anything even slightly wrong.

his loss, i guess.


Beaut!fully Br()ken said...

Yep. It hurts ! Well, as per my poems, ya some are based on me, reality. But not all :)

Mella said...

Thanks. =D

WOW. You play the violin? That's awesome. I play flute and sax (though I don't like Jazz?!?!?!).

Do you enjoy it?

krl said...

umm... yeah...

yeah :(