New Violin?

I was going crazy today! You know how we're suppose to set the clocks back an hour for Daylight Savings Time? Well today seemed to go on FOREVER! It seemed like the day would NOT end!

I might get a new violin. Which I guess is cool. But I think if I get a new one I wont be able to get a new laptop, which I REALLY need. My computer keeps on freezing, and I don't know how to fix it. It freezes like every ten minutes. So I NEED a new one, which sucks, 'cause I really need a new violin too. =P

Well, I might as well talk about this since I really don't have anything else to say: remember the girl who I said likes my best guy friend? Well she likes someone different now. And he's really ugly.

I know that looks don't matter, but he is REALLY ugly and short. Not that short people aren't awesome, but he's shorter than me. And I'm short. And my friend is taller than me. By at least 3 or 4 inches. And he looks like a leprechaun. No kidding, he really does!

And it's not just that he's ugly, he treats her badly. They went our for a day or two, maybe a little more, I don't remember, and he had cheated on her. But she still 'loves' him. And he's a total jerk. And she wants to change him! How funny is that?! Very. My friend always says: "You can take a man out of a trailer park, but you can't take the trailer park out of the man." That is so true. But that is exactally how he is. It still creeps me out when she says how much she likes him. Eew.

I know I shouldn't be controlling who she goes out with, but he is a jerk. Don't you think I should make her not date him? I think if you need to change a guy in order to date him, then you shouldn't go out with him at all.

On a brighter note, tomorrow is Monday! I hate the weekends, I'm bored out of my mind by the time it's Sunday night. Blah.

Peace.

~*::♫♪♥'.victoria.'♥♪♫::*

How Could This Possibly Be Love?

My friend just texted me again. She likes a different guy now. Except she said she didn't like him. She loooooves him.

Sure, I'm being a good friend, texting her back saying. "OMG! Who is he?! Is he hot?!?!?!" and all the things that girls should say to each other when they find out that their friend likes someone else. You should be supportive, which is what I'm trying to be.

How could she possibly 'loooooove' him though?

I'm a strong believer in love at first sight. But she's only 15. How could she love him? And he's a senior, around 18, I think. Now THAT sounds kinda wrong to me, don't you think? It's better than the 37 year old stalker she talked to on MySpace. It's a long story, and you don't want to know, trust me.

And I don't think she has ever even talked to him. Just seen him in the hallway before class. How could you know if you like someone or not just by looking at them?

But it is possible, I guess. Women's Intuition. I can tell just by looking at someone if they are bad or good. I just can't tell if I looooove them or not. You need time to get to know each other, and to just talk. If you can talk to each other for hours about nothing, and you feel good when you're around them, and you get excited when you recieve a text from them, then you like them. Possibly love them.

"I just think we are too young to fully understand the strong meanings of 'love' and 'hate'."

Peace. ♥

~*::♫♪♥'.victoria.'♥♪♫::*

Another Day Like Yesterday...

Today was okay, I guess.

Orchestra was great again. We're sounding stronger and broader with each rehearsal.

Then comes world geography. I think I did amazing on my mid-terms. It was so freakin' easy. But usually when I find it easy I either fail it, or get a really low grade. At least I get ten extra bonus points for winning the Deal or No Deal game! =D

So my friend that I told you about in my last post who called me and my friend a 'cute couple' said it again. To the guy. While I was there. Awkward. We were both like 'Eeew gross!'. But the funniest part was I used to like this other guy from middle school who is now in my world geography class also. Both of the guys are also in orchestra too. He was sitting right next to us when we were talking about that. I stopped liking him for the fact that I never thought he liked me back. Well, when my friend said we were a cute couple, his face went bright red, like he was either jealous or mad. It was so funny! =P

And I think I made a huge mistake. I told the girl who originally liked him that I like him now. She's pissed at me again. Oops.

Tomorrow's a half day. Woot.

So that means that I don't have orchestra. Yessss! So I don't have to bring my violin to school. And I also don't have world geography, so I don't get to see the guy. Oh well. World geography is now my favorite class. Haha.

I decided that I'm not going to the plant sale. I went two out of the three weeks, and we only had to go to one. I thought I needed a day to sleep in and just relax the whole day.

Peace.

~*::♫♪♥'.victoria.'♥♪♫::*

Complicated

So this is what happened today:

Orchestra was great! We got so much done! And we sounded really great!

I wasn't able to talk to my friend before orchestra, so I just asked him during world geography. He, of course, said no. And I felt really bad telling my friend, and still do, but what was I suppose to say? Uh, he said yes? That would be so horrible of me to do to both of them. So I told her the truth. What really pissed me off, was she made me go through all of that, and she sad: "Whatever. I'm already over him." Ugh.

We played Deal or no Deal in world geography today to prepare for the exams tomorrow. My best guy friend is in my class, and so is one of my best girl friends. It was boys against girls (and of course the girls won!) and I sat in front of my friend. She randomly told me "You know, you and [not saying guy's name for obvious reasons] would make such a cute couple." This surprised me, and made the girl who originally liked him get pissed off at me. Haha.

Then, my friend told me that if I didn't ask him out, she would for me. I'm definitely not, so i guess she will have to. I'll have to be in denial this whole week.

It's not that I don't want to ask him out. Because I so would if he wasn't my friend. I just think it would be awkward, as I had said in my last post. But I think he sorta kinda likes me too. Ugh, it's so confusing. It's like when you get the feeling when you know someone totally despises you. Well, I get the extreme opposite off that from him.

So I really don't know what I'm going to do. I'll just let what's meant to happen, happen.

Oh yeah, I have exams tomorrow and on Friday. Tomorrow I have orchestra and world geography, and on Friday I have English and French. I feel really confident about them. I really don't think I'm going to fail. (Now watch me get the lowest grade in the class =P)

And I think the fitness gram went really well, too. Except my friend and I walked the mile and were the last ones out there. Oh well, that's fine with me. I really don't care.

Peace.

~*::♫♪♥'.victoria.'♥♪♫::*

Awkward Situations

So I was just texting my friend, and she said that one of my friends who she loooves, was "hot and yummy" (don't ask). So tomorrow she wants me to ask him out for her. And me, being the kind person that I am *giggles* said sure, yeah, whatever. Now this kind of creeps me out. She said she didn't know how to ask him out. (the hot and yummy part also creeped me out a little bit too =P).

But it's still just the whole concept of it. I have to ask one of my best guy friends if he will go out with my other friend, who I know he hates and can't stand.

Ugh, tomorrow's going to be fun.

It'll probably creep him out too, me asking him if he has a girlfriend (awkward!). But I feel really bad for my other friend (the girl). She has had a bad experience with guys. And she has a horrible taste in them too. Almost all of the guys she dated cheated on her, were pervs, or just wanted to use her for you know what. So now I feel obligated to ask him out for her. And my friend is probably one of the greatest guys I know, and is definately the sweetest.

If only he didn't hate her...

And the biggest problem of them all: I sorta kinda like him too. Ugh.

Not that I would ever tell him or anything...=)

And on a different topic: Did you ever realize how awkward it is to spelll the word 'awkward'?

Peace.

~*::♫♪♥'.victoria.'♥♪♫::*